Blessed

I can not complain. Today was awesome day.

I learned a lot about myself in our fostering class. I learned a lot about how other people thought and what they can and would do to build a family.

There is a woman who has been fostering for 22 years. She has six adopted children of her own, all of different races, Black, Asian, White, Hispanic maybe. I saw a picture of  her family and just felt such a blast of fresh air. Those kids looked happy and healthy and loved and they were smiling. She told the truth and said they were smiling that day, hahahhah i think that is real. I respect that that realness.

Tomorrow I go to the doctor, to talk about my hypothyroidism and being put back on Armour and trying to regain some of my energy. I am not on a diet right now. I just can't continue to diet. I have never lost anything other than 15lbs, a lot of that is because my medicine has been off, once I discuss my diet with this doctor I am going to get back on some kind of diet, but for right now I just needed a break.

Blood pressure is still good. Haven't gained or lost any weight.

One thing today that I realized was how blessed I am. My husband and my daughter, my whole family including aunts uncles and cousins are my life. I am so blessed to have such a great family. I am so happy to have a healthy happy little girl and a healthy husband who I pray over many mornings while he is still sleep and I am up  grabbing a quiet moment.

Blessed Lord Blessed. My soul is content in all that God has given me. I do desire another healthy happy child, but I had to take this moment and say thank you Jesus.

I was baptized this Sunday. I wanted the world to know that I have given my life to Jesus. That i believe that Christ died for my sins and rose again and is sitting on the right hand side of the father. I want my life to mean something. I want to serve, I want to have a servant's heart for my husband and for whatever ministry God gets me into. I feel like I have so much to give.



That is all for now,

Till next time. ---"And Abraham believed and it was counted unto him as righteousness"