C-Section

40 weeks and a two days,
Genera mood, emotionally exhausted
Body -> extremely exhausted, sleep is not my friend.

I can't sleep at night, my back aches if i lie straight, pillows are not helping that much. I go from the couch to the bed to the couch and back again.

Alex is not engaged in the pelvis, he is still really high. Has mama scared to the point I want to run right out of my skin.  Dr has told me to wait it out over the weekend. Sonogram on Monday, possibility of C-Section. I am scared to the point I don't know what to do.


My nerves are on edge to the point I can't stand the wind changing, my hair hitting my face. Nothing....So of course I am quiet and praying. Praying constantly for the life of my child. People do not understand so there is no need to talk to people.

I am unnerved and in need of the Lord, so i politely cut off my phone. In my mind I am in one spot and that is kneeling at the throne praying for my child. Constantly praying for him. I will not give up my faith, I will not stop praising God for his very life. Instead I rebuke Satan off of this situation and will hunker down with the Lord.  I am tired in my spirit this particular battle from beginning to end has been a lot. But just like Layna I will keep battling for Alex, going to God in the spirit.

Praise God for his very life.

Battle Cry:
God is able. Now faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen.