38 weeks pregnant and three days
Feeling lots of pressure, think I had some contractions earlier in the day!
Lord this has been such a very long road. At this point my body is exhausted, my mind is exhausted, I am exhausted. I have been sick with this and that most of this pregnancy. I have been to the emergency room twice, bit by a spider, severe constipation, hemorrhoids to the point I could not sit on my bottom, extreme fatigue like extreme, and had blood pressure swings. But yet I rejoice because God is faithful.
He not only blessed me to conceive he has carried me and this baby to 38 weeks and a few days. I feel Alex jumping around in my body. I have and continue to wake up everyday to pray the blood over his life, over my blood pressure. I believe Alex will be born happy healthy and whole. I believe God.
Who I am has evolved so much in this journey. To the point that I can tell you who I was spiritually, and emotionally, has evolved and matured so much. I have literally seen the hand of God perform miracles in my life, in my health, and in every other aspect of my life.
Then when I felt at my lowest he used me to be encouragement in other people's lives. Dropped family, friends and even associates in my spirit during prayer time. I prayed for them, and God gave me words of encouragement for them. He has brought me and my husband closer and brought more one-ship in Christ in our marriage. Let me see even more beauty and depth of character in him than I have ever seen. The same for my beautiful Alayna. Being her mother is a joy and I go to God constantly to help me raise her, help me protect her spirit and deposit into her the things of I Christ. I pray over her and Alex and generations to come constantly. I pray for their safety, for their character, that they know Christ at an early age, that grace and favor go before them in all they do. I pray their safety, I even pray for their spouses. I cover my children and my husband in prayer daily.
I suppose this entry is just to say God is! He is faithful, and he is loving..If you seek him you will find him and in him rest for your spirit.
Battle Cry:
Mark 11:24
Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours
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