Choices

Sometimes when you look back at the choices you made to get you to where you are now, your mind gets bombarded with questions....You're wondering, did i do the right thing, was I listening to the Lord when this happened, where my decisions well thought out or was I acting out off some far flung emotion. 

But then you look around at the tangible things, things that are real, breathing, talking walking in your everyday life. And you realize that what ever choices brought you here don't even really matter. Whatever rational you had at the time does not matter either. 

What matters right now at this moment, is taking care of those God has put in your charge. Everything else, the esoteric, the philosophical, the 'what if'... Is a non issue, cause what is real at that moment is the responsibility you have brought into your life. They didn't ask you brought it.... 

Ahhh sooo yeah, adulthood can trap, can sting, and can be very unfair....But still what matters at the moment in question is your duty to carry on. 

Battle Cry:

Psalms 37:23

The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord: and he delighteth in his way.

(I pray that these next steps are ordered)...