BATTER UP BABY

Hello world.... I am in such a great mood.  A few things are happening in my life that i want to talk about but of course first vitals.

Weight 190
Blood Pressure 110/77
In stage 3 of HCG Maintenance.

Things i have learned virgin coconut pills will help keep your internal temp up... for people who are trying to conceive that is important. Cinnamon tablets, helps keep your blood sugar stable, all of which are important for conception.

I am so excited to be at this weight. You have no idea. I am within 10lbs of my goal weight which is a 180lbs. I have kicked up my workout regimine to walking 2 miles about 4 days a week. I feel  like giving myself some time outside a few times a day is not only helping me physically but emotionally as well.

About a week and a half ago now, there was a posting that came out at work. I didn't post, but by happa-chance i saw my friend who is currently in the job in the hallway at work. he talked to me a good 10 min about the job and how much he loved it and how i would be perfect for it. Well long story short, the posting went down i didn't apply, but something kept nagging at me to apply...so i did a late submission for the role.

Guess what i have an interview for this job. I am praying the will of God in my life right now, and can honestly say i am going to give the interview everything i have and i pray that i get the job, i would sooo love this job. But i am happy because i am finally getting back to that girl who listens to her spirit, hears the word of God speaking and obeys. All week long i kept thinking about the role till finally i had to apply.

Secondly, I am happy because I am finally getting into a routine of running my house, my mom is even commenting on how clean and well kept it is and organized, that brings me so much joy. I always kept a clean house, but now it is a well run house, and will get better. The hubbin is happy, cause i am finally not dieting and we are leaving getting pregnant in the hands of the Lord. Well let me say this, I am finally not on such a strict diet, and isn't so tired all the time from the detoxing portion of the diet.

God is just good he is answering so many prayers, my mom may be getting married to her boyfriend and all though that feels weird like i am giving a daughter/sister/mother away, i am so thrilled cause I love how happy  she is when she is with him and how much she enjoys having a companion.

Layna is starting dance class, she is just growing such into a little lady. Discipline lately with the 2.5yr old has been different, but we are keeping consistent both me and the hubbin are. And I have added in my prayer life, prayers for her, and blessings over her and we even ask God for direction on how to parent. Like Lord please help/teach us how to parent this child so that she grows to love the Lord and be of good character.

What else is going on, oh fostering we are finally almost done with the paper work. I am so excited, we are just waiting on our license. Now i will tell you our dream, hubbin and I are believing knowing I will give birth to one more child, Amaya, and she will be happy and healthy and whole. However, we want to also foster we feel like we have so much love to give. And because of the blessings of the Lord financially can give a child a good life, so my daydream a lot of the time is that God will bring us our son through the fostering process. If not that is ok, I will still get to give kids the love and safety they need in deep times in their lives, but i pray for him, kinda hope for him in my mommy heart you know.

I finally feel the way people see me. Meaning at work. I am always so bright and positive and energetic.. I was thinking yesterday during my walk did people really realize how much I pray how much I was fighting to keep my faith and stay on this side of happy. If you read this blog you will see somebody who was fighting for her peace, her joy and who through this renewal, had to come to terms with the will. The WILL OF GOD is what is right for me. -> I still have dreams, Amaya is my dream, Elijah (name of our son) is my dream. But even in that i pray the will of God.

Speaking of prayer...Today officially starts our 21 days of prayer so days is the 4th  so it ends on the 25th of this month. I of course have one prayer, that will lead, and that is "if it is your will Lord please bless me to conceive my Amaya"....I have other prayers but that one is the biggie.

I always have my stick with me when i walk and i was thinking what am i going to do with this stick if i  do see a dog, but i got to thinking all this warring in the spirit and prayer and physical dieting. I have been knocking Satan out....hence the title Batter up baby...

Battle Cry for the week. Genesis 15:5-6
He took him outside and said, "Look up at the sky and count the stars--if indeed you can count them." Then he said to him, "So shall your offspring be." Abram believed the LORD, and he credited it to him as righteousness.

And He took Lakita outside and said, "Look up at the sky and count the stairs- if indeed you can count them. Then he said to her, "So shall your offspring be". Lakita believed the Lord and he credited it to her as righteousness.

I mean no disrespect to the word here by substituting my name, but I believe God speaks to each of us individually through the scripture and this is my way to stand on the scripture, when you pray pray the scriptures over your life.