Day 2

Today is day two of my Paleo diet. I am fairly confident this is the hardest diet plan i have ever begun. No scratch that this is the first time I have ever started a weight loss plan that consistent of changing how I eat and why I eat for the long term. The first reason I started this diet is because I would like to have another child. I soooo want another baby from my body. But my body is freaking rebellig against me for some unknown reason. Rebelling how well lets see. I gain weight on top of weight it goes no where but to my stomach. My progesterone is really low, like real low like with fertility meds it was .2. not 2 but point 2. I found that out yesterday. After which time I could not go workout. I cried and went home and wanted something to eat so badly I almost abandoned this day one and went to Chilli's to have a Paradise Pie which would have at least eased some of the pain....But i didnt I stayed on the diet because I want crave desire and need another child. The doctor has told me if i get my BMI down it may help me have another child. OK doc...here goes.....The second reason I started this diet is because I am 233 lbs, which is almost the biggest I have ever been in my adult life....I say it is the second reason because the first emotionally is my motivation. I had almost come to terms with being bigger. Was finding cute clothes on the internet, and just settling into this is my lot. But when my Dr told me in order to have a child and get my body to working right losing weight would be a major help well that was the kick in the A** that i needed....I think that is all for now. More to come hopefully...What's more i hope i can make it to day 3...haha laughing but very serious.