Day 10

What can i say about today well one it is getting easier. I have lost another pound so that is a total of 5. Whoop Whoop every small victory I will cherish. I went to work out yesterday did 27 minutes on the treadmill a mile and a half achieved. No two miles like I like to do, cause I was so tired and racing against the clock to get my husband. We are down to one car, my mom's car is broke so she has my car.

I probably won't get to workout today either for the same reason, no time, but I think I can come home and do a video. I am starting to stop apologizing for putting my health first/ at least get to work out a few times a week. It is soooo HARD trying to carve out that time. Mostly because I have a lot of balls in the air. I am trying to get a designation for my job, hubby is in school, Layna has to be taken care of and not left to watch Dora all night long. She needs our interaction, our time reading to her and doing her numbers and just playing with her. Plus on top of all this there is the house maintenance and the cooking. Please let me tell you this diet is cooking intensive which I like but with the long list of things I have to do.....its like dang.

I am just gonna tell last night with all the stress from work, one car, and doing a lil mid week shopping. I only was able to read Layna one bed time story. I was busy most of the night before that prepping our food, having a conversation about the fam with my gran and aunt. Trying to get organized for the following day. I hate that normally I get to spend time with her, read a couple of books, do letters cuddle here basically reinforce we are here for her.

I have talked to Hubby and we have made a decision, after his degree is done and my designation wraps up...approximately a year and a half for him about 8 months for me. That is it we are not pursuing any more time drain type of pursuits educationally, our family our daughter is more important than fast climbing up the corporate ladder. Sigh these are choices you know.... choices...